Suffocate, Then Surrender

i can finally breathe.
somehow i don't feel weak.
now it's time to fall asleep.
i can finally breathe.
i can finally see.
i've drank enough for you and me.
just when it all made sense.
at least wait until i can breathe before you leave me.
before you suffocate me.
come home soon.
if you should return.
a picture, a postcard, before my heart starts to burn.
you're an ocean away.
can you feel me bleeding your name?
can you see me screaming red and suffocating?