A New Year, A New Life

as the clocks are shouting midnight.
i'm shouting your name.
it's a new year.
it's a new life.
it's lonely new year's eve.
is this the part where we drink lots of alcohol and pretend we're nothing at all?
someone came from a party and you were there.
tip my glass and pretend i just don't care.
as this drink is kissing my lips and numbing my brain.
it's a new year.
it's a new life.
it's lonely new year's eve.
this is my new life.
can you save me from my first day?
i miss you more than i should.
while you're there i'll be here waiting like i always did.
but you're not coming back this time.