Perfect Addiction

I cant avoid her
She's in the air
Rising slowly to the sun
Ready to set fire to my heart
Inhale this carbon monoxide
As it slowly makes me sick
but come quick, I'm barely breathing
come quick, i've lost my feeling
I need to breathe you in
Choking as I take another drag
So wrong but it feels so right
My eyes are heavy and my leg is shaking
Nervousness has no meaning now
I'll light one up and start anew
I'm just addicted, addicted to you
I cant avoid her
She's in my lungs
Burning my throat as it all sinks in
I've wrote one too many songs
of pain and hurt and things i've done wrong
this guilt feels so familiar..now
I cant avoid her
She's in the air
My fingers running through her hair
Nicotine and a light headed dream
alone but i still cant find room to scream
Let me scream with you
I cant avoid her
She's in my heart
Slowly ripping me apart
I need to feel you breathe me
I cant avoid her
She's in the air
Rising slowly to the sky
Tell me you'll stay
Even though there is no way
I'll light this up and start anew
I cant help it, I'm addicted to you
Tel me what we should do
Your the new cancer
Theres no question but your my answer
Choking down this nicotine
so that i can always dream
I cant avoid her
She's in my heart
and thats where she'll stay
is that ok?
I'll light this up and start anew
Is it wrong that i'm addicted to you?