Quarantine Myself

If at my funeral they're looking for a song to quote
Choose this, it's the realest shit I ever wrote.
It's the realest words I ever spoke
And I hope people hang on to every note.
See I have this complication
I get so attached to love that I try to fake it
I act like I don't love anyone,
When really I fall in love with almost everyone.
And I guess I get scared so
No one ever gets to know how much I care for them
Before I know it my best friends are gone
Because they thought I never cared all along
And I act like I hate my own brother
Only woman to ever love me was my mother
But I push her away
I wish that I could stay
I wish that I could tell her I don't wanna get my way for once
(so sorry)


I am someone easy to leave, even easier to forget
Apposition, accurate again


And when my heart meets a woman's,
Apparently I get to close so they push away
And lately I've had the worst emotions
I think I'm easy to forget- no wait I know it
And I think people would be better off without me
I cant think of the last time I helped someone out, Jesus
Oh and that's another thing
I don't know how I feel about God
So heaven might be out of reach
Quarantine myself cause I don't wanna hurt anybody else
One was enough, two was enough
I'm so sorry I hurt you, what else can I say?
Get away, far far away so you never see my face
I'm dangerous, I'm like a virus
I cant sleep at night, too many thoughts
I cant close my eyelids


Now I'm the one they all run from
Diet(?) tribes of clouded sun
Someone help me find the pause button


When I was younger I was insane
I didn't stray from my home, I was afraid
I just wish I knew one person like me
Who's so obsessed with love that the night becomes frightening
And someone else who's always stressed because
No matter what you feel like you're trying your best
But it get's you no where
But please people don't stare
Cause even if you love me, rumor is I wont care
But the rumors aren't true
How could I like being alone without you?
So like I said, please don't forget me
I need you to keep me a memory
If just one person loves me and tells me
I think for one more day I could stay healthy
I wish I knew if people cared, but I never will
I love you all
Don't be scared, I forever will


I'm too exhausting to be loved
__ a chemical, best to quarantine and cut off
I'm but a thorn in your sweet sight
You'd be better off without me
It'd be best to leave at once

If at my funeral they're looking for a song to quote
Choose this it's the realest shit I ever wrote
It's the realest words I ever spoke
And I hope people hang on to every note
I hope the worlds not better off without me
Yet once again I forced you to hear all about me
I hope the worlds not better off without me
I hope the worlds not better off without me
Damn...