Sacred Cow

Well don't ask me why but there's just no sun up in the sky
and it's all the same just unchanging vacuous and grey
well don't ask me how but you love to slaughter sacred cows
like a butcher boy you cut muscle
gristle like a toy
Why am I so stupid? why is this so scary?
why are you still laughing?
why aren't I daring? hopefully watching, hopelessly staring into the vacant
I look around and see that you love to give me third degree burns upon my heart
doesn't that make you want to sell me off for parts
why do I stay here? why is that so scary?
why are you still laughing? why do anything?
I'm just here frozen, gnashing and tearing, grinding my molars

I'll just shut my mouth before you sew it shut with words of doubt
because there's just no point go home and roll another joint
Why am I so stupid? why is this so scary?
why are you still laughing?
why aren't I daring?
the boat is sinking the waves are a pitching
so why are you still bitching?
why am I still bitching?