Late Night Date Gone Wrong

last time i tried this i failed so i don't think i will taste you again
we wait for me, and i want something else, i think it's best if you go
red flashes and floating balloons of liquid life, i feel like i... feel about couches and sharpened knives. and lights turned low, loud music and sharpened metal. i will get what i want. i can't stop myself, not like this, pulled by strings i can't see.
this looks like shiny christmas ornaments pouring out your arm, but we know better, don't we?
i told you i couldn't stop myself ... and we smell iron in the air. and this looks like those crayons we used to play with, melted red crayons all over my bed along with strips of you. i wanted to keep you away, i can't stop myself.
now in the dark we all think fast thoughts. film strips dancing across the back of my eyelids of you and a black and red ornaments swinging back and forth like guillotines.