Letting Go

I'm letting go until I find another way that I can numb myself.
I'm tired of the way I live and I can not be predjudiced against the people I despise 'cause I will never live like them and I am done explaining why I act the way I always do.
Cause everything I ever say just keeps reminding me of leaving you.
Letting go.
I'll look away.
It's the end of the day.
I'll say goodnight.
But I won't mean a word of it.
I'm letting go.