Everything Once (feat. Rite Hook)

I guess I'm anti social
Anti trolling and ass kissing
I'm too official for brash dissin'
For fast listens
My pedigrees different
That of a tactician
An assassin to mash you with fists in
Then leave your stash missing
In the tradition
Of dishing out ass whippings
I'm itching to smash - you get
The gift of a cracked vision
I got a new vendetta
My shoulders are that chipped in
When you never been better
Your flow is just back shifting
And changing
They say that you changed
Like you lost your hunger
When you made it through pain
The same people that hated you
Degraded you threw shade at your name
Full of bitter lies to criticize
The way that you came
I'm too creative to claim
I should be fading away
This life I built outta the rubble
Wasn't made in a day
I had fight harder tougher
Even suffer for it
Fuck awards
Every inch I struggled for
Made me love it more
That struck a chord fuck its
Something To recover for
Buckle down and hustle
Even on the days I wasn't sure
Give it everything I got
Nothing less nothing more
All's fair in love and war love and war
As if God said it
You can only be what you earn
But I'm hard headed
And I guess that you bleed and you learn
I been waiting for the fuel needed
For me to return
As if fire ever needed
A new reason to burn

I got a lot of life to lose
And I know what it's like to lose
Everything Once
Oh when I came back
I broke the rules

So here we go again
Back into this madness here
I guess I'm addicted
To playing with fate
It's like the beat of a drum
Is all I have to hear
For me to be numb
From everything I hate
It's been too many years down this
Rabbit hole here
I just cant find no other way to escape
I know the world is insane
So I keep swirling the drain
But fuck it maybe
That's what drives me to create
I been an outsider
Outta the gate
Colliding with hate
My pride and mistakes
Smacked me in the side of the face
But I didn't fold
Cause I wouldn't break
I didn't have a dollar to borrow
Or a tomorrow to waste
I know I know pride yeah
Such a horrible taste
To have to swallow mine
And find another bottom to scrape
Maybe I'm outta time
Or luck and stuck brawling with faith
But I guess this is how it feels
When you're falling from grace
I was a king once
King Kong in his kingdom
Bells I would ring them
Hell I would bring some
I rode it till the wheels fell off
Just a shell with no engine
Take a look around and
You been done
Done
But nah I'm still alive
If I could properly describe
The way that I feel inside
Its unstoppable fire
When the black sun fell
In a world with no skies
But now I'm back from hell

I got a lot of life to lose
And I know what it's like to lose
Everything Once
Oh when I came back
I broke the rules