Once More

So I'm sitting here waiting,
waiting for you.
And wondering if you'll show up,
and reappear in my life.

My head is racing,
filled with thoughts,
and I'm so scared.
Scared of the future,
still scared of the past.

My heart beats faster
with every second I wait.
I wait and recall the memories.
My former closest friend,
yet always something more.
The secret connection,
the strongest bond,
between you and me.

It had all disappeared,
in one fell swoop,
into thin air.
And so I wonder,
can that ever return?
Is it possible for something,
so lost,
to come back?
My thoughts continue...

And then I see you walk in again.