Blood

Have you ever seen so much blood?
I could sit and count the ways I lost everything that I love
Reasons that I'm not o.k.
But my only answer leads to a needle and a grave

We are planets
Your map led you down and through
Into my orbit I passed
You disappeared into the night

I cannot do this
It means I'm not a man
I know you've got a list
Of other guys who can
I'm gonna be sick
And you don't understand
I hate parts of me
I don't hate who I am

Have you ever seen so much blood?
I could sit and count the ways I lost everything that I love
Reasons that I'm not o.k.
My only answer leads to a needle and a grave
That's how I was made

So here I am
There you are naked
Stunting, fronting like a porn star baby
Hating you're the one who played the card
You are just a lock
Yea I am the key
Yeah I opened you
It meant nothing to me

Have you ever seen so much blood?
I could sit and count the ways I lost everything that I love
Reasons that I'm not o.k.
My only answer leads to a needle and a grave
That's how I was made

Have you ever seen so much blood?
I could sit and count the ways I lost everything that I love
Reasons that I'm not o.k.
My only answer leads to a needle and a grave
Look at the facts, yeah I am that, you should not have to ask
Have you ever seen so much blood?
This is not a question if
It's how long till I come undone
Will it really matter what I've made on judgement day?
When I haven't changed and have no one to blame