Balance Beam

Why do I want to be something?
It won’t be enough if it's never been
I’m a breakup scene on a balance beam
And I’m holding all I got
You’re a bitter sweet memory
And a hopeless lonely thought

When I think of you I’m really thinking of me
Love’s not true, its a distraction that I need
It’ll hurt when you leave but it's not real
I don’t love you, I love the way you make me feel

I’m a breakup scene on a balance beam
Chasing that dragon back
From a tie-dye swirl to the normal world
Where all is white and black

When I think of you I’m really thinking of me
Love’s not true, its a distraction that I need
It’ll hurt when you leave but it's not real
I don’t love you, I love the way you make me feel

This is nothing new
I just want something else that's mine
You’ll do some of the time
Cause you’re the type of bait I happen to like
I would not bite
If I was happy with my life

When I think of you I’m really thinking of me
Love’s not true, its a distraction that I need
It’ll hurt when you leave but it's not real
I don’t love you, I love the way you make me feel
The way I feel