False Dilemma

None of this was ever meant to last
Too fragile, too forced
Did it ever occur if I don't remember?
Forever lost
Time is just a measuring tool of collapse
I'm not counting these days anymore
Recite the phrases left forgotten
Rehearse the verse no one remembers
For hours I searched for meaning
I drew a blank
You'll always know the truth in my eyes
The one place I can't hide