Then

I felt so close to something so far away. There was a time when I looked forward toseeing the day. But something's different, and I'm not quite sure what it is. I can find comfort in nothing. It was so easy then. I'll never be the same again. Everything's a little off. I hate having these thoughts. I feel so helpless, I feel like there's nothing left for me. I feel surrounded by everybody that I see. I can't seem to escape this feeling that I have, That everything is going to blow up in my face again. Where did you go?