El Cid

well i don't know if it's worth it and i don't know what i'm worth, you say you can't feel anything but it's just to alleviate the hurt and... sometimes i'm helpless, sometimes i know exactly what t do. and all the while i'm laughing, and all the while you're laughing, too. it can't be so hard. i just don't know what to say. in these stupid (fucked up) situations that happen everyday. you're crying on my shoulder in this dream i had. i'm telling you it's alright, things couldn't be that bad. but i guess sometimes these dreams are al too real. and i know exactly how you feel. the answers are escaping, what's going on i cannot take this?