Sarah Billings

do you remember not knowing what we wanted to be and we just believed fate would paint the picture but i awoke today and you were a life time away

im screaming to pass the hours until what's our turns into screaming

im not scared
i knew the consequences
i was aware and i was fully prepared
connections were made that day
you were one hundred miles away
but that that didn't mean anything
i don't want to lose this
if its within my reach
and it could possibly be

just say "oh well" and "that's the end of that"
if its not worth believing in
if i had half the heart that you seem to have
id need not keep repeating
scream only if you mean it

i remember
every detail of our escapade
a cold December day at noon
anything was what to do
i met your family too
i was sleeping in your living room
when you came out and woke me
and we stayed up like kids
in the morning you woke me with a kiss

don't lie just tell
did you give your heart away
to something else
or did you simply go and throw it away
am i missing part of the picture
did it just hit you
you need make fiction of this addiction
and then walk away

i hardly fit the mold
of anything wonderful
but then again
(this is Sarah's big splash)

im screaming to pass the hours until what's our turns into screaming
cry hard and choke on the tears but don't let those tears fall without good reason