Sick And Tired

I break every day
stressed out in every kind of way
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired
all I need and crave
is a loud life with the power to fade
I am living because I keep it all inside

love won't work for me
I want women who are out of my reach
all I need for sure
is a big love with the power to make more
I am living because I keep it all inside

I know I'm close to the fall
I know I'm dangerous
I'm afraid I'm going down

I blame my family,
their damage is living in me
I am sick inside and tired of my life
all I need I swear
is to go out with the power of a nightmare
I am living because I keep it all inside

I know I'm close to the fall
I know I'm dangerous
I know I'm not going down alone