Comatose

these are the last notes of a fading love song whose words are losing their meaning a little more every day. and i wouldn't be surprised if its all over by tomorrow. so for all of you people out there in search of a moment of clarity you can be sure its never coming. and i would be a liar if i said it never crossed my mind to kill every single one of you just so i could hear you scream. but maybe the saddest part of life is that behind every person who is dying stands a long line of ones who never got a chance to live. and even if you could reach out and touch the cold hard shell i've wrapped my flesh in you would still never see that it was made to protect me from you. well what more could you expect from the world. from the blindfolded fools who grab at the stars while they spit at the sun. but never seem to be able to pick each other up off the ground when they fall. and with fingers pointing in every direction we look for someone to take the blame for everything. when will you learn to stand on your own two feet. open up your eyes and see that what you have isn't half as bad as what you deserve because not one amoung us is innocent. and sadder still is that we believe unconditionally that if we pour out our hearts like water. our sacrifice will be returned some day. no light will ever shine on us. until we can wash our hands of the past. no light will ever shine on us as sure as angels will never come to save the devil.