Water

Well, i just need you to know that there are a lot of things
i like to tell you about, but i can't, because i merely got through it.
and even if you're something from my deeper inner self what you don't deserve.
sometimes i'm just feeling that i just get stuck in a one way road. i'm sad, because
i have the feeling that you're definitely not feeling allright, but i can't see why,
but we'll keep the option that you gonna tell me some way. i don't know,
well is this your sorrow or is it just you're wanna tell
me that i'm busted (busted). i never knew if you realised it all,
or is it just something that we all miss. i don't know what to do,
but i do know even if there are a lot of these thoughts there's just no possibility for me to handle it any longer,
i really do love you

i yes i
i love you
i know i hurt you so
i'm empty and cold
black shone like gold that night
so i lost myself again

i never ever could imagine that i would
act to this worse sometime in my life.
it's no longer me anymore, it's just
a tiny shadow that is desperately trying
to find out why it went wrong. it's just reading your lyrics makes me feel
miserable and myself helpless because
i don't understand why you're feeling
that way. someday you ask me what it is
about you that makes me feel uncertain
about your love and by that time i will
know. but now i know that it is a fact that you're not talking to me. you don't show me anything of your inner most, not your informitence, i never hear to be quick. cause i'm asking myself all day, what i did that you're not able to talk to me. but i'm not able to find out right now, all i know
is that i really can not. cause i don't want to meet you and i don't know what to recognize. all i heard from you last month was just a dream, it was just a dream, was just a dream. and i deeply shiver from my inner most.