Fake Smile

why can't you ever see
how you abandon me
even there at my side
intentions open wide
du hast keine leibe fuer mich
ich weiss
was willst du hier?
i needed more than you could hide
your smile makes truth and lies collide
you wanted me to burn inside
the love i had for you has died
the pain i hold awaits
makes all my insides ache
to go along i tried
i laughed when should have cried