Chiasm 5.0

can't you see I hold it deep inside
can't you feel the pain you caused in pride
at the point of crossing over
I sacrificed all there was to be
so what does it mean to you now
you ran away and kept the hate
avoid the truth escape the pain
repress the past inside your mind
not the way you planned it to be
and I'm suffering made a huge mistake
you ask how I feel about you
how can I deal without you
at least I'm alive like you wanted to be
alone like you wanted to be
alive/the truth is all inside your mind