Sin Of Silence

this is forever branded in our memories,
this is forever becoming a part of you and me.
this is forever something that is built to last.
we are forever, forever hiding from our past.
and i can't stop mine from surfacing,
i am the epitome of suffering, look at me.
please wont you look at what the fuck you have done to me.
mend my soul, just let go. get on your knees and beg for forgiveness,
a life time of pain will never forget this.
and i will not ever forgive you will be judged when your time is here.
judged by this child who has lived in fear.
forever the truth has stayed inside and forever a part of me has died.
mend my soul, just let go. JUST LET GO of these memories.
this is the way, the only way i know i am so much of nothing
that i know that something more than nothing is wanting more than
anything. you fucking ruined me. i will not ever forgive you for this,
i will not.