Envy

I just need to focus.
I just need you to focus and it all starts now.

I envy you therefore envy is my sin.
It seems that envy has taken control over me.
I am cast aside, because never was my pride the issue.
Theres no way to mask what ive been through.
Watch it all fall apart.

I will never
I will never
I will never again.

Look , im brought to self affliction.
You smell like sweet death.
Choking me with my own depression.
All of this time all I wanted is to feel alive.
Please some one help me.


I will never
I will never
I will never again.

I envy you therefore envy is my sin.

Sin. Sinner.

You can take my life.

I hope in the end you will miss me when I am gone.
Reflect on the past we had, now im all alone.
Its not that I don't care my love.
I truly do.
Life has brought only pain, with an exception.
The exception of you.

Within my envy, within my envy, within my envy grows.

I will never
I will never
I will never again.

Will I ever again know why?
Now you see that there's death in my eyes.
I am the one I despise.
Take my fucking life.