Obsession

You forgot the last lost words I breathed at night
But I can still remember what I promised in the dream
Mystified inside
We could feel better
Here in the dying world we call a lie
Stay low in my obsession
Casting about you in my nightmares
I rape you to mine
You're to chase away the monsters in my head
Then I'm rid of my self-proclaimed malady
Don't cry
I never was kind to you
Get on your knees and grief
I want to see your sorrow
You can't escape
You can't die away
You're lost in my biased love
You don't want to go back to my enemy
He lies on the floor
Slaughtered and without a beating heart
The chaos in my head blends in well with your scorn
Papers and files are erased
I'm not unbrokenly healthful anymore
Stay low in my obsession
Casting about you in my nightmares
I rape you to mine
You're to chase away the monsters in my head
Then I'm rid of my self-proclaimed malady
Don't be shy
Even I won't be shy
Haven't you said you'd do anything for me?
And anything is better than to die alone
You're my euphoriant
My intoxication
I smoke your viscera to the point where you rot away
Stay low in my obsession
Casting about you in my nightmares
I rape you to mine
You're to chase away the monsters in my head
Then I'm rid of my self-proclaimed malady