Disenchantment

Why don't you see the fear?
It's killing me
Deep down inside me
Why don't you see the dust?
It's sleeping
Deep down inside me
You don't deign to look at me
I give up buying abandon I'd have deserved
How can you call me your own?
How can you dare to come home today?
If you plunge deep down into me
If you listen to my cries I try to break
You'll be off to hide your missing care