Myself

I don't know how I feel this time
Because I don't know the way I'm to go to be liked
Some say I'm bold, cheeky and insolent
But I treat myself as someone who's casting about love every day
Loving myself
Hating myself
Making a mess on myself
How can you read my mindless thoughts
Like a book you've never read before?
Even I can't steer myself
Even I can't sway myself
I got to learn to get along with the fear
I'll never be a part of you
Killing myself
Burying myself
Coming down on myself
I don't know how I feel this time
Because I don't know the way I'm to go to be liked
How can you read my mindless thoughts
Like a book you've never read before?
Loving myself
Hating myself
Making a mess on myself
Killing myself
Burying myself
Coming down on myself