Alleviation Of Suffering

Feigning the lie that you'd know my name
You run past me as if I'd be a stranger
I'm no stranger
I'm disenchanted
Let go of me
I just want to flee
The knowledge breaks in on me
Like a plane breaks in on a tower
Two crashes and a world was changing
But my world is still the same
All that I wanted is to be loved by you
All that I deserve is to be hated by you
In this way you only know
You fly against the need
Like a trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me
You're one of them I've lost
One of many I shit on
I don't feel well with you
I feel redeemed in my sorrow
Even if I die crying before you
I won't break down
I won't beg you for plunging a knife into my chest
All that I wanted is to be loved by you
All that I deserve is to be hated by you
In this way you only know
You fly against the need
Like a trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me
You're one of them I've lost
One of many I shit on
The lie that's still buried is all the same to me
I don't care that the truth is within my reach
Three years without school
Without a chance for a new start
It's over
I'm free
I don't feel well
But I feel better than yesterday
All that I wanted is to be loved by you
All that I deserve is to be hated by you
In this way you only know
You fly against the need
Like a trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me
You're one of them I've lost
One of many I shit on