Waiting Room Choices

i'm thinking back to when
it was only me
nothing else sounding
nothing bothering
and so i think
back to those days
i've got to stop this game
it's killing me
i try my best to find another way
it's just another sad excuse
for me
and if i could i'd go back in
time
to fix the many mistakes of
mine
i feel it now again
it's holding me
i've forgotten everything
i'm through promising
it's been two weeks
i begin to see me break
i got to stop this game
it's killing me