Down And Out

living like i was living before
how i hated i hated
talking like i was talking
before
how i hated
seeing those things i've seen
before
crying over those things i've
cried before
that i hated
i've run i'm done it what needs
said
and it's not listening
i'm spent i quit and it's not
read
and it's not listening
again
fighting those things i've
fought before
that i hated i hated
losing like so amny times
before
and i hate it
turning to those things i have
before
that i hated i hated
finding that i can't take any
more
i hate it
cause i'm not gonna be
what you want me to be
and i'm gonna fight
for anything
i see you and i'm gone
just another way i'm wrong
i can't see you like this
the feelings i don't miss