Sleeper

Am I still what you're looking for?
All the questions, all the words you just threw out the door
For every good look, I'd exchange for bad
I thought there was no one like you
You're the worst to say I never had

I know you'd choose me instead
At least what you meant
Oh, how much I've missed you
I wished you'd wake up at 3 AM
It's so hard to sleep when my anxiety's got the best of me
I can't just let this go,
Would you please just answer your phone?

Giving up is the hardest part of life
especially with a torn apart mind
You're so obsessed with yourself
I'm so upset with myself