New Year's Day

I guess I'll wait, until the summer I plan to make amends.
I can't wait until the seasonal depression comes to an end.
I'll try and think of the farthest distance away from here.
When you come looking for me, I hope you realize things like this never disappear.

I think I'll hold this grudge forever.

You're just taking away the night.
Now I'm starting to realize I'm living my own life,
and just to let you know the world spins without you.
It's not like I wanted it to be this, but believe me when I say,
Nothing that lasts forever is meant to be that way.