Fall

would you help me make life better
would you be here to tell me i'll be okay
would time be able to tell
when life will take me away
to an non-existent yesterday.

*can you save me
before i return to fall so deep
into my own insanity
should i be scared if i did
should i be scared if i went at all

with all the smoke that hazes me
to drug me to silent sleep
are they gonna shut my eyes
and tape them so i cannot see
would it be better to have no eyes
to see what might scar me for life

would u cut me deep
and tear my heart out too
so i wouldnt be able to feel
any hurt
should i be worried that there might be
no one to catch me