Ide Like To Think That Im Still Immature

There's a constant struggle between my flesh and my spirit, I'm
searching for the things I think I need to be happy. There is nothing I hate
more than the feeling I get when I know I missed an opportunity for
something great. If this next year goes as fast as the last five than we
better start taking advantage of our time. Together. It seems that my
words only travel as far as the tip of my tongue. If I could get your
attention for just one second I'd let you know how grateful I am that
your a part of my life. I pray for strength to keep my head up when no
one seems to care, its hard for me to accept the fact that this past
summer was my last, the thought of me not being a kid just blows my mind,
and the thought of losing friends tears me inside. I'll do my best to
keep you from slipping but sometimes things happen that no one can
control.