Suicide

Back into your arms because I just can't be
Anything outside of them
Reinvaginated just to rewind
Back to the time I had a future I could see

Now I find that days slip through in loneliness
Now I see it doesn't help to understand
How the pain became world-sized
And how I realised
That life is losing friends

Try to see through these sheets of shit poetry
And see what there is left
See, I'm sad cause I'm alone in this world and
Writing doesn't seem to help

Now she's gone like everyone I ever met
Now my suicide is lit by the sunset
It's pretty sad if you ask me
I don't think I will be
Around to see your face again