Twisted

I know what it means to be twisted
I been stuck in a carnival mirror
One time my head was so low you could have kissed it
Without standing on your toes my dear
I know what it means to be senseless
laid my bed across the tracks without fear
and it's funny how a boy can be so reckless
leave his life a broken toy my dear
why do I dream of holding you down
under the waves until your last breath fades
why do I dream of holding you down
who knows cause I'm missing you so
I know what it means to be lonesome
But I never thought you'd go and disappear
I know I'm past the point of young and wholesome
But I was born the day I met you my dear
Why do I dream of holding you down
Under my pillow I'm just weeping like a willow
Why do I dream of holding you down
Who knows cause I'm missing you so
I know what it means to be shameful
I have begged for a kick in the rear
And it's funny how a dream can be so painful
Won't you tell me what it means my dear
Why do I dream of holding you down
Under the waves until your last breath fades
Why do I dream of holding you down
Who knows cause I'm missing you so
Who knows cause I'm missing you so
Who knows cause I'm missing you so