The Worst

All my friends they think I'm stupid
Always raining on my own parade
Finding problems in solutions
Can't help myself from pushing you away

If I had a glass it'd be half empty
Never been the one to top it up
The opposite of a romantic
Can't help myself from messing it all up

Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Be paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the hell it's gonna end

So what if you're the worst?
What if this could hurt? Mmhmm
Maybe I should self sabotage as for nothing
Cut you off when I start feeling something
What if you're the worst?

Wish I could separate my memories
So they don't bleed into this thing we got
I keep tainting good things with the ugly
Can't help myself from messing it all up

Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Be paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the hell it's gonna end

What if you're the best? (Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely)
A trainweck like the rest, oh-oh-oh (I only ever let strangers hold me)
Maybe I should just let all my feelings just sink in
I know I should stop overthinking
What if you're the worst?

Mmmhmmm
Mmhmmmm

Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely
I only ever let strangers hold me
Get paranoid and I hate not knowing
How the hell it's gonna end

What if you're the best?
Not a trainweck like the rest
Maybe I should just let all my feelings just sink in
I know I should stop overthinking