As Hard as the Road Ahead

The thoughts in my head
Don't line up with the books I've read
And I think I've lost my mind
Now the faith that I need
I'm begging not to leave like I were only a child

If I found a holy grail and I live beyond compare
Will I finally have a story to tell
I've always been told there are greater things than gold
I just have to find a way to live without it
To find my way to better days
I just have to learn to give it all away

I can't understand
Why my life is all aflame
And I always seem down
The air I can't breathe
Feels awful leaving me
And I can't control this change

If I found a holy grail and I live beyond compare
Will I finally have a story to tell
I've always been told there are greater things than gold
I just have to find a way to live without it
To find my way to better days
I just have to learn where I came from
I just have to learn to give it all away

The rocks in my hand
Are as hard as the road ahead
And I can't let go of this pain
Now the air that I breathe
Feels different leaving me
And I can't control this change