If I Saw You

Don't get me wrong
I know that I did, I did it to myself
Don't listen to your friends
It didn't make things end
'Cause my body count's low as hell

'Cause if I said I loved you, girl that was a lie
I don't love you, but I miss you and I know that isn't right
I'm moving on and
I don't think that's wrong
But I swear it'd still hurt like hell

If I saw you
Holding someone else like I'm holding someone else
I'd need to
Take a moment for myself
A break for mental health
'Cause I bleed too
It doesn't show up on my clothes
Nobody even knows
Or needs to
But I'd need to
If I saw you

If I saw you

Don't get me wrong
I know that I should, I should've asked for help
But my pride and I
Don't see eye-to-eye
No we never have and never will

'Cause when I said I loved you, girl that wasn't right
I don't want you, but I miss you no matter how I try
I'm moving on
And I don't think that's wrong
But I swear it'd still hurt like hell

If I saw you
If I saw you
Holding someone else like I'm holding someone else
I'd need to
I'd need to
Take a moment for myself
A break for mental health
'Cause I bleed too
It doesn't show up on my clothes
Nobody even knows
Or needs to
Or needs to
But I'd need to
If I saw you

If I saw you
If I saw you

(If I saw you)

If I saw you
Holding someone else like I'm holding someone else
Oh, I bleed too and I'd miss you
If I saw you