Closer

Nothing stays the same
I feel love a different way
So I contemplate the change
I got my space but what'd I pay for you?

Cause I love you
Or I want to
But I don't know how
Because I need to really feel you
But we're running around
Because I love you
Or I want to
Is it easy now?
You only hit me in the evening
When I'm all stressed out

I need you closer
Or I need it over
Either need you closer
Or I need it over

There's nothing left to let go
It's the darkest afterglow
Maybe in another life
We can try to get us right
No, no, no

Because I love you
Or I want to
But I don't know how
Because I need to really feel you
But we're running around
Because I love you
Or I want to
Is it easy now?
You only hit me in the evening
When I'm all stressed out

I need you closer
Or I need it over
Either need you closer
Or I need it over

Cause you're the holiday I celebrate too late
You're the eyes I gave up trying to captivate
You're the song that I loved, but then overplayed
And I'm the b-side throwaway
I hope you never rain on my charade
The lonely one I let myself create
I got my space but what'd I pay?
I've been fucked so much that I no longer wait, I sabotage and break my own heart
Just in case

So yeah I loved you
Or I tried to
But I don't know how
Used to need you
And feel you
But we ran it all down
Cause I loved you
Or I tried to
Can we be easy now?
Or will it kill me
On the evening
That I let you down?

I need you closer
Or I need it over
Either need you closer
Or I need it over