God

Do you hear my crying for you in the night
can you feel me dying in my heart
this sickness multiplying
into my wildest dreams
wasted here and lying in the dark

and i cry God
why do i always do those horrible things to you
and why do i not believe you when you call out
i feel lost like there's no hope now

would you now deny me and remember my greed
my fortunes here are grinding to a halt
i realize i'm dying i understand my need
of paying restitution for my faults

but i just never ever noticed you
or i just never ever cared