Through Your Umbrella

so i will take these thoughts and just throw them
over the top of this mountain
let them sink into the clouds
so they can rain atop your umbrella
they will pass right through it
so you can finally see
how much you,see how much you hurt me
you hurt me so badly
i can almost taste the lies
in my teeth they will bleed forever
result of this rapture
that you threw towards me

and i will be
waiting
so patiently
for my apology

and i will, take all of our stories
rip them into pieces
use them to start this fire
i hope you get out this building
it is slowly burning
all of the things u said to me
now they are they are gone forever
erased from my brain cells
now you are nothing to me
and i wish i didnt have to do this
but its the only choice
that you had left for me

and i will be
waiting
so patiently
for my apology