Most Hated Girl

I found my fuckin' diary from when I was 16
It looks like nothing's changed except the years between
I killed a couple cells since then
Society has smoked me into smitherines
They're talking in a language that I do not speak

I regret everything that I've said
And it made so much sense in my head

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me
I am apparently

I found my fuckin' diary from when I was 16
I made a lot of promises I did not keep
And I quit a couple jobs since then
And I still have a tendency to overthink
I'm asking for approval that I do not need

I regret everything that I've said
And it made so much sense in my head

I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me
I am apparently according to me
I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me
I am apparently

And I hate that my innocence missed out
And I hate that the system holds me down
And I hate that I don't know how to feel
And I hate not knowing, not knowing
What's wrong

And I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me
I am apparently according to
I'm the most hated girl in the world according to me
I am apparently according to me
According to me
Apparently