It Feels Like This When You Come Second

On a roadside i sat tonight
You say it's easy being me, you're right
If you like to sit in the rain
In terrible shame
In grieving pain
Then being me is a fun little game

So she came to me and sat there
And feeling the force of her lonely stare
I took the coward's way out
To leave no doubt
I'll spell it out
We leaned in as i longed to shout

The connection was only physical
My wide eyed fear was not even visible
How did i get here, and how
I detest thou
This you allow?
I suppose you will do for now

How did i get here, and how
I detest thou
You'll do for now
I suppose you will do for now