My Defeat

Hope it's not too late, my feelings have surrendered
Now I'm in your wake, that's just the way it's got to be
I'm in so much pain, I told you all the reasons why I feel you're leaving me behind
I'm tired and there's no one here for me
I just want to close my eyes... and sleep

My patience is something attained through time, my will is strong
I'm rising up to fall in line

I'm tired and there's no one here for me
I've just been chasing down my dreams

Starting to face this world alone and that's just fine by me
I'm going in debt and losing faith, it so hard to believe
what's ahead? where will I go? where will I be ten years from now?
Well I'll always have my doubts

Looking through the shady falls, I know what's good for me (what's good for me)
The choices made are all my own, and I'll accept my defeat, a growing me

Starting to face this world alone and that's just fine by me
I'm going in debt and losing faith, it's so hard to believe
what's ahead? where will I go? where will I be ten years from now?
I'll always have my doubts...