I Am Crushed

Oh, I am crushed
And I am devastated
And contemplating suicide
But I don't have the nerve

And what's the rush?
It all should end real soon
And so I'll just keep waiting
And I'll listen to them say

You've got your life in front of you and so I must reply
That is really bad news cuz I'd really rather die
Than limp around in agony reliving all the tragedy
And face another day

Oh, I am crushed
And I am devastated
And it's something I can't name
And it ain't going away soon

I've learned so much and I cannot explain it
It seems like there's a purpose but I still don't understand
It's just my luck, so I'll wait in pain
And though it doesn't help I have to listen to them say

Keep looking on the bright side, but that just hurts my eyes
And if you really cared you would simply let me die
And leave here with some dignity
But it keeps on making me face another day