Needles And Knives

i'm trying but i'm failing thoughts of you are fading best memories have long since become my enemies please save me single seconds lost to selfishness downtown cars crash all around us all we hear is the sound of breaking glass downtown concrete collapses crushing all the people that made this place our home don't tell me theres no ending to these dreams now that i'm bleeding this needle is a knife tearing me up from the inside and i go with you back home i don't know if i could ever be alone asking questions when you don't listen to anything at all that's when i said you hate me i hate you so deal with it