...For The Life Unknown

i kept all the heart felt notes...
the one's marked with tears...
the one's responsible for keeping me here,
and in love with you.
i kept the memories of our last kiss,
and too this day it comforts more than the
ghost of our embrace.
now i need to know, what you kept of mine.
is the way that touched you and held your eyes
from crying?
or how i made you believe that i'm not good enough?
or all the damage i did after hearing all that
"heartbreaking stuff"
i was the only thing you held that held you back
and i think that meant a little too much to you
now i lie ever night... i lie in my bed
just thinking about all the heartbreaking
things that i said
and how i made you believe it hurt more than it did..
and i'm sorry for all the deception
but you got right to my head.
i was the only thing you held that held you back.
and i think that meant a little too much to you