Think!

blast off, metephorically into the future of love
to a place where I wont get hurt
i have a history of falling in love
with people who need help in a medical sense
flash back to the eleventh grade when it all fell apart
and I stood in the rain
remember “here is a letter for you”
say goodbye to the forgiveness
hello to the insane

and a brand new place and a brand new home
and it feels so uplifting to be on my own
my scars are deep and my heart will mend
we were too young to realize the hell we were in
and ill leave you here to think about that

blood loss in the back of your car
remember red over white?
on the sleeves that you wore
i have a history of being conceited and messing things up
while attempting to care
fiction, sex, and the midnight express, sentimental while I could
saying, “this is the best...”
It kind of seems like a dream to me now
but I'm trying to be strong, and I'm ready to move on

to a brand new place and a brand new home
and it feels so uplifting to be on my own
my scars are deep and my heart will mend
we were too young to realize the hell we were in
and ill leave you here to think about that

its getting harder, man i gotta tell you
these panic attacks they just wont stop
but ill get over it i promise i will
cause this is the future ill make a new start

but I won't stop now because I feel so proud
of everything I've accomplished since I scrambled out
I'll be just fine, if you give me some time
It's hard to move forward when you're stuck in rewind
you can't repair me so don't you carry
This weight on your shoulder I find so scary
and don't ignore me if you want more
cause your cigarettes finished and I'm out the door
my scars are deep and my heart will mend
we were too young to realize the hell we were in
and ill leave you here to think about that
ill leave you here to think about that
ill leave you here to think about that