9mm Overdose

‘9mm Overdose'

I've been dressed to kill this cold night
But don't blame me
It must be what's in my system
I had an affair with a 5ml
And now all my memories are burdened with regret
I could leave this room alive
But I don't think I could
For the love of the syringe
So many words I could scream
I've tried to pray to god
And all I've got is bags under my eyes
I've got all the chances in the world
To get square and live some life
But I look at the lines and I feel so tempted
Maybe if I look at my veins
And all the holes bombarded into them
I could have my inspiration
To give up this life
But it will not let me go
And the needle is whispering to me
That it loves me
And that we'll work things out
Now I'm seeing things
And I know that I need to leave
But I've woken up in the unknown
All around me is money, guns and drugs
If I stay here I know I will run back to the needles arms
I will not let that happen
So I'll pray one more time
God has failed me
I need to find another
Maybe I could find my solace in a 9mm gun