Outro

Can't stop thinkin' 'bout the way that you stare
I bet you feel proud when you look in the mirror
I know that my body will never compare
But fuck it, I'm okay if I'm keeping you near
And I got best friends that don't know my soul
And I got family, they don't know me at all
And you got little secrets that'll keep me in awe
Whenever you remind me to think of them all

Havin' thoughts about myself (Myself)
No one's worried about my health (My health)
Had to climb up onto my shelf (My shelf)
Blow the dust, and that's for help (For help)
Maybe I've been looking at life through a Lense
Maybe therе's a reason that I should try again
And I just wanna say I'm sorry to my only gem
Girl, you know we triеd this again and again
I'm glad that we realized we're better off as friends
No matter what, you're the one I will protect
I'll always make you smile with any chance I get
You have that smile that I will never forget
To the flower I neglected, I only wanted to feel protected
I'm sorry for not thinkin' 'bout your trauma
Big sis, you know that I love ya
Promise that you will treat baby with the love
That I always wanted but you were afraid of
You'll be the best mama to your brand new cub
I'll be the best uncle and I'll never run
No one stays on Earth to please themself
They only do it for someone else
But what if that person just goes away?
Is there really a reason that I should stay?
And I don't wanna be so down, down
But I gotta leave this town, town
Wanna move to Texas and shut out
'Cause if I stay here, I'll shut down

How you doin', mama? I know I made you proud
Wasn't the best kid, but look at me now
Retired you at 19, completed my vow
Sometimes, I stay up and ask myself "how?"
Did I get this life, and do I need more?
The answer is yes, I always want more
I wish I had a way to distress, mom
The girls in my life, they bring stress, mom
And no one's been the light like you, mom
No one can fight like you, mom
I'm sorry about the pills I was swallowin'
I know you hate the path I was followin'
But the weed makes me feel like I'm hollowed in
And when they all smoke, I'm left out again
But fuck it, I only need you, mom
I only live my life 'cause of you, mom
I only live my life 'cause of you, mom
I only live my life 'cause of you, mom
I only live my life 'cause of you, mom