For Once

sometimes it seems as if im all alone
alone on the outside most of the time
once in a while i can soo
the light at the end
but its somebody elses tunnel
not a day goes by i dont feel secluded
like a childs broken toy
left to rot in the corner all alone
covered in spider webs and dust
old and forgotten

ONCE IN A WHILE
DONT YOU WANNA FEEL FINE
DONT YOU WANNA BE ON THE INSIDE
JUST FOR ONCE

i always come home sad and confused
ever since youve been gone
im one of them now so used
maybe i dont belong here
i just wanna go home
go back home where im me again
where life isnt such a bitch to me
what did i do to deserve this anyway? (chorus 2x)

I dont understand
can u explain it to me
please please please